Pappa Ledig (paternity Leave) First Week Cleared.:-D

Well at 11am on Sunday 6th January is a day that my work collegues probably thought "thank god" because i never stopped talking about being home with my kids..sorry guys,but if your a parent,you will understand. Time outside with the kids depends a lot on the weather..been a bit to cold to go sledging,but not too bad that we couldn't have a few walks..this week we have been to the pool,whole family,sauna,steam room,Jacuzzi,adventure swimming,..we have been to Molly's birthday party ,been to björn and petra's house,myself and Klara has even had the chance to hang out together at Opalin's cafe in Boden..if the tempeture is kinder,then this week we will take oskar ski-ing and Klara sledging.:-) klara has got her 5th tooth,running everywhere in her walkie chair,and now she is on her feet and shuffling around the sofa,turning around and preparing to take a few steps..been to the district midwife today,Klara is 9 kilo 6 and 73cm long ..it goes so fast...Oskar is testing,and as much as I want him being nice and civil,he's not,he's angry,aggressive,and cheeky...possible reaction to mum starting back work ,and dad at home...or he's just 4.. I need to try be more patient with him,even if he does wrong...poor kid,I'm on him like a ton of bricks,..I promise I will give him space,but hearing your kid speaking the way he does and behaving naughty,it's difficult to just stand by and say nothing...hearts bleeding thinking I'm too hard on him...oh well I'm not perfect,and I love my children,but I need to give some space,but it's tough...see you next week blog

Pappa Ledig !

Well my blog about Oskars time at home with me went good,until my father died suddenly,spoke to him on the Monday,died on the Tuesday,flew in to Scotland on the Wednesday,saw his body on the Thursday,took his body to the the church and www there for his cremation on the friday:'( the bombshell that my father died,I was blown away,and it still hurts to this day that my dad got to babble with Oskar on the phone,was looking forward to meeting him at christmas,but sadly died in the August before Selfish as it seems..I was hurting,it was pain express..my joy of being home with my boy,my first born ,was affected,I missed my dad so much,cried to sleep a few times,and waited on the hurt getting easier...it did get easier..but I miss him so much,just happy that we went to Scotland the year after to get married,and Oskar got to meet my mum and family,but now we have Klara Agnes Sinnett,..so mum,stay healthy for gods sake...she's grown so much and so fast..she's nearly 10 months old,and its a total blurr to me and Helena,I feel bad that I spend a lot of my time,while at home,"Oskar,stop that,don't do this,cut it out"..my heart bleeds thinking..am I failing Oskar now by not giving him a bit more space and freedom to let off some steam,I don't want him hurt physically,but am I over compensating fo the mentally ? Hey he's my first child,I'm no expert.. But I hope to try write about Oskar and Klara during this paternity leave..hope I clear my hurdles,hope I dont fail myself,Children and my darling wife,I hope to report on day outings,funny stories and lots of pics and video clips,..I may switch to Swedish sometimes..so just Google translate..or look at the pics..I love my children,my wife and my family and freinds,here in Sweden and Scotland and England...I hope you enjoy and are not afraid to tell me I did good or did wrong..mum stay healthy and my blog will be ok ;-)

Hej 2013 !

Jag har aldrig varit den som har avgett nyårslöften och det tänker jag inte göra i år heller.
Kvällen spenderades på Citronvägen i mycket trevligt sällskap med släkt och vänner och efter 12 slaget fick vi säga Grattis till Molly som fyllde 6 år.
Hoppas att 2013 ska innehålla mer glädje och mindre sjukdom och begravningar . Nu tar nog Stephen över mycket av skrivandet eller jag hoppas då det i alla fall för nu börjar jag jobba och han ska vara pappaledig.

Happy New Year

Have a great 2013 :-D